blargh.. and update already!
Okay, well, here I am.

Started working at the Petland in South Point, OH. Like the job, good people pretty much to work with. Animals, paycheck and close to home... good combo for me!

My car is DEAD. Catalityc convertor or something... when I have extra funds... I'm gonna save back $50 to have it officially diagnosed. Hope to have the dang thing up and running so I don't have to keep stealing Lenny's P.O.S. Not that I'm complaining TOO badly right now... especially with freaking Gas being $4.00 a gallon! It runs... get's me where I need to go.

Things here at the house were SUCKING really bad. Lenny and I talked and I'm pretty much counting down until we move either to Ashland, KY or elsewhere. The problem with us moving ahead to Ashland is that when I go to Marshall for grad school I'll have to pay out of state tuition.

Let me clarify, I didn't want to move to begin with. I was going along to make people's lives easier and so I could be with Lenny, where ever he would be happy.

I went ahead and moved... messed up my rent, where I had paid my landlord my entire lease. So, as it stands both Lenny and Alexis owe me back for the first months rent and security deposit. I did that to help both of them out.

Lenny, well, as much as I love him, he is a bit messy and absent minded at times, but that's him... and God knows I love him.

As far are problems in the house go, my biggest beef is people always being here. Scratch that. CERTAIN people ALWAYS staying here. I want people to be happy, so I say nothing. I want people to have a life, so I butt out. Why would you have a guest over, go to work and leave that guest here alone? I would never leave a guest of mine here alone. That is disrespectful to your roommates, especially if they don't know your guest well or are not really friends with them, and it causes grief for the landlord.

My mom has rented property for over 20 years. My family has for over 50 years. If you have a guest stay here and they break something, even if you had no knowledge of it, YOU are responsible for your guest.

ALSO... If your guest is going to be here 3 + days, shouldn't they clean up after themselves? Help do the dishes they have dirtied, and even replenish food they have eaten?

I don't know...

*shrugs*

I type rather then vent, mostly, well, mostly because my temper is not so good with the talking calmly to people about things when to me they seem as though they'd be common sense things.

Really, as I get older, I am just like my mom. *shudder*
That's a scary thought.

I should talk to people about the issues I have, but then again, I don't like confrontation, and that's exactly what it would be.

Lenny is the calm one. The peacemaker. Always wants everyone to be happy all of the time... me too, but I just can't be calm and talk about problems to people. Just ask my therapist.

Why can't things just be simple? Why is it that when I do things or suggest things to make everything somewhat better or more bearable they blow up in my face and go all wrong.

I want people to be happy... and I really care more about others than myself... Always.

When I'm old and grey... what will I ever remember that I did just for me? I'm no saint... but I'm not a martyr either.

I'm just Casey.

Who is that anyway?

Someone please let me know when you find out... because I really can't find her right now...



When can I move again?