Well, I know it is supposed to SUCK right now, me being separated from Kurt and all, yet for some reason, I haven't actually noticed he's gone.  Must be distracted...yes, perhaps that is it...Trying to enter into a few photo contests, need the recognition and the money would be nice as well.  SO...we'll see how that goes.  Talked to the birth dad, talked to my sister in law, and now am here fighting with the damn computer about how to create a whole new resume.  I had a perfectly good one, but it deleted it...fucker.  I am applying for this production assistant job with Mystery Train Media.  Need to finish and polish up my portfolio and get this resume e-mailed out to her.  Geez...going nuts.  Need to take a picture soon or I'll go nuts.  Had to drop a class, so I can work...and I'm a poor bastard.


Lenny might come over later...not like he just left or anything  ;)

Last night--went to see JT and Heather...hadn't seen them in years...drank, watched Shock Treatment...and drunkenness ensued.   WOW...hadn't been THAT drunk in a while...I bet Len thought I was going to die...but I am fine, not hungover and apparently am quite okay...and happy.

Weird for me to say that I'm happy.

But I am.


Is that okay?